holy crap! seriously! i leave in under 48 hours! and i probably should be doing all my last minute things, but i just need to post a little something.
thanks so much, again, for everyone's love and support. you have NO IDEA how much it means to me, and i cannot possibly thank you enough. it gets me through my freak out points which i have had SO many. and a special thank you to dustin who has let me stay at his gorgeous place for the past week or so. i seriously might not even want to leave here. :) it's a great way to start off my nomadic experience.
i am happy, excited, scared, nervous, overjoyed, anxious, etc. every single emotion you can possibly have i am having all at once. i know once i'm there, i will be completely fine, but these last couple of days have been a bit all over the place for me. at any second i can switch from one emotion to another. but in the back of my mind, i realize, this is my dream. i have always wanted to quit and travel. and now i didn't even have to quit. :) AND i am also beginning to realize, if this doesn't work out and i hate it in 2 weeks, i can always come back. and that is OKAY. that's a hard to thing to realize and be comfortable with without feeling like a failure. but i'm working on it.
thank you all who came out on saturday or getting together with me at some point or honestly just sending me a text and email to let me know that you wish me well. saturday was a lot of fun and i paid for it on sunday. but it was well worth it. i felt very loved.
alright... time for last minute things... but i just wanted to come out here and post one last time before i leave. i will be on facebook, i'm sure, and email. love you guys!
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